今日小记 开心的事： 教授讲的ischool 和 imac的故事好有趣。“apple is going to bankrupt soon”。这flag可真的大 今天是万圣节啦啦啦好久没有过了 去年这个时候还在自闭呢想想就开心 今年现在 虽然痛苦 但是状态也特别好 早上头发大爆炸！！！！！ 中午的老干妈饺子 好好吃 不开心的事 早上运动完回屋突然depressed 觉得早上很空虚 身边没人。 好像早上起来 身边没有一个可以说话的人 感觉就很丧啊 omg i am so DYING to connect with others It felt like fucking summer again there is no one by my side i tried to not being sensual, , staying away from masturbation and game wtf i feel such a hole in my heart i have no one to talk to.......... DO I FUCKING FEEL DEPRESS AGAIN? AGAIN? 我的天呐 omg i am like I didn't talk to a SINGLE friend today and it drive me fUking crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't do it like that anymore like i am not exist. i want to talk to people OMG i am sooooooo fucked up jesus fuck like i am crazy like now i understand why people w...