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今日小记

开心的事：
教授讲的ischool 和 imac的故事好有趣。“apple is going to bankrupt soon”。这flag可真的大

  1. 今天是万圣节啦啦啦好久没有过了 去年这个时候还在自闭呢想想就开心 今年现在 虽然痛苦 但是状态也特别好
  2. 早上头发大爆炸！！！！！
  3. 中午的老干妈饺子 好好吃

不开心的事
  1. 早上运动完回屋突然depressed 觉得早上很空虚 身边没人。 好像早上起来 身边没有一个可以说话的人 感觉就很丧啊 


omg i am so DYING to connect with others
It felt like fucking summer again
there is no one by my side
i tried to not being sensual, , staying away from masturbation and game

wtf i feel such a hole in my heart

i have no one to talk to..........

DO I FUCKING FEEL DEPRESS AGAIN?

AGAIN? 

我的天呐


omg i am like

I didn't talk to a SINGLE friend today
and it drive me fUking crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't do it like that anymore
like i am not exist. i want to talk to people
OMG i am sooooooo fucked up
jesus fuck                                       
like i am crazy

like now i understand why people would suicide
omfg this is fucking insane 




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